From the monthly archives: March 2010

No one denied my love.

On March 31, 2010 By

I came to you—a wife, mother, woman who had walked out on her husband, children, family. I was a drunk, a pill-head, a nothing. Yet no one denied me love, caring, a sense of belonging. Today, by God’s grace and the love of a good sponsor and a home group, I can say that — [...]

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Our group conscience

On March 30, 2010 By

I think these words apply to every area of AA’s Three Legacies: Recovery, Unity and Service! I want them etched in my mind and life as I “trudge the Road of Happy Destiny” (Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 164). These words, often spoken by co-founder Bill W., were appropriately said to him as the result of the [...]

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Trusted servants.

On March 29, 2010 By

In Zorba the Greek, Nikos Kazantzakis describes an encounter between his principal character and an old man busily at work planting a tree. “What is it you are doing?” Zorba asks. The old man replies: “You can see very well what I’m doing, my son, I’m planting a tree.” “But why plant a tree,” Zorba [...]

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Equality.

On March 28, 2010 By

Prior to AA, I often felt that I didn’t “fit in” with the people around me. Usually “they” had more less money than I did, and my points of view didn’t jibe with “theirs.” The amount of prejudice I had experienced in society only proved to me just how phony some self-righteous people were. After [...]

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AA freedoms.

On March 27, 2010 By

I craved freedom. First, freedom to drink; later, freedom from drink. The AA program of recovery rests on a foundation of free choice. There are no mandates, laws or commandments. AA’s spiritual program, as outlined in the Twelve Steps, and by which I am offered even greater freedoms, is only suggested. I can take it [...]

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The teaching is never done.

On March 26, 2010 By

These words put a lump in my throat each time I read them. In the beginning it was because I felt, “Oh no! The teaching is over. Now I’m on my own. It will never be this new again.” Today I feel deep affection for our AA pioneers when I read this passage, realizing that [...]

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A full and thankful heart.

On March 25, 2010 By

I believe that we in Alcoholics Anonymous are fortunate in that we are constantly reminded of the need to be grateful and of how important gratitude is to our sobriety. I am truly grateful for the sobriety God has given me through the AA program and am glad I can give back what was given [...]

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…and no more reservations.

On March 23, 2010 By

These words are underlined in my book. They are true for men and women alcoholics. On many occasions I’ve turned to this page and reflected on this passage. I need never fool myself by recalling my sometimes differing drinking patterns, or by believing I am “cured.” I like to think that, if sobriety is God’s [...]

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No more struggle.

On March 22, 2010 By

When AA found me, I thought I was in for a struggle, and that AA might provide the strength I needed to beat alcohol. Victorious in that fight, who knows what other battles I could win. I would need to be strong, though. All my previous experience with life proved that. Today I do not [...]

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Having fear reduced or eliminated and having economic circumstances improve, are two different things. When I was new in AA, I had those two ideas confused. I thought fear would leave me only when I started making money. However, another line from the Big Book jumped off the page one day when I was chewing [...]

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